Labels: I am also very busy...

Torturing 1.5 more days to my long weekend & a short getaway to star cruise with family. Looking forward to get some rest after working so hard the last one year in 2011.

After so many things that happen in 2011, I suddenly has a random thought of changing my lifestyle. Maybe my frankness not everyone could accept but i just don't understand why does people want to hear the nicer thing but not helping. To me, i rather to be frank and my words can help. But as i realise life are never as easy as what i think and people will not feel that extra miles that you put in. And I cannot keep everything at a constant anymore and I don't want to be stuck at something too. I believe in karma. What goes around comes around. Every action brings about an opposite and equal reaction. I won't do anything bad when people do something bad to me but wait and see. I'm glad to have some people out of my life now. Actually, some were never meant to be in my life. They can say whatever they want but I've learnt not to care what others say cos we gotton remember that nobody is perfect. Unless those friendship that last for 3-4 years or even more. Definitely there's memories left behind. But what's done, has done. Forgive but I can't deny that I will never forget. Everyone make mistakes. I have flaws, but that is what makes me who I am today. I treat people the same way they treat me.


2012 goals... ...

Settle down our finance as in saving up more and our new house... ... And finally to think of baby!!! I don like to rush and make myself and the family tight and xinku, i rather plan and settle down everything and give our future child the best as a parent. I did not mention i don't want to have a kids but i am just not prepare for it... cus i does not have a wonderful family background, i just want to give the best to my child if i can make it. I don't want to be some irresponsible parent that happily get preg and tot life will be easy to take care of a baby. having a baby is not only about $$$ but patience to teach them and many more for their future...


Work - Volkswagen have reach it target for 2011 achieved a double digit market share of 10% and we are all awarded with appreciation bonus which is a extra bonus for us. company also planned for extra $100 more each month above our salary if we never get MC or late.

Dec - 13th months
Jan - appreciation bonus
Feb - Company & Productivity bonus and annual salary increasement =]

But another sad thing to say i am waiting for POP to macpherson, is so far... *SAD!

Labels: 你对我好, 我也一定会对你好.

I think I'm really good at enduring all these years. PEOPLEs will not appreciate you for going extra mile, BEST is to don't bother then to hurt and suffer on your own. I believe only on my own, so i alway planned things advance and once thing happen i don't have to beg anyone for help. Even my patience has a limit. If you ever hate me for being so heartless, think again when there is problem where are everyone? Turning in with an aching heart almost every night, this is more like torturing. I seriously don't know what's on my mind recently. I'm just tired, real tired becos i donno who to trust. It's easy to feel like you don't need help, but it's harder to walk on your own but so far i made it through.


When we were young we saw the world through simple, hopeful eyes. We knew what we wanted and we had no biases or concealed agendas. We liked people who smiled. We avoided people who frowned. We ate when we were hungry, drank when we were thirsty, and slept when we were tired. As we grew older our minds started to get affected by negative external influences. At some point we began to hesitate and question our instincts. When a new obstacle or growing pain arose, we stumbled and a fell down. This happened several times. Eventually we decided we didn't want to fall again, but rather than solving the problem that caused us to fall, we avoided it all. :{


We've all been hurt by another person at some point or another, maybe this is just a font to make you stronger.



Stay out of other people's drama and don't needlessly create your own. Stop meaning what you don't say, people can't read minds. Don't make everything about you, the world revolves around the sun, not you.